Guy-a-holic confessionals Pt. 2

 Forgive me, father, for I have sinned... but frankly, I regret nothing.

Is it wrong to feel smug after seeing a guy you used to like doing poorly?

Honestly I'm not sure.

After seeing exactly that I had this overwhelming feeling of " HA" come over me cause my ex crush had gotten fat.

And for some reason that brought a feeling of not only joy, but victory to me, like I had 'won' somehow. Won what you may ask? 

Frankly I don't know. What do some people win after another person loses an argument over a movie or, who has to do the dishes first? 

At a first glance a lot, the rush of being right, the relaxing feeling of not having to do something you don't/didn't want to do but does it really add up to anything?

Anyhow, I ended up playing badminton with him and my friend where on the same team and I was on a different one with another dude I was cool with where due to both of our lack of badminton experience, promptly lost but thought when putting away my raquette, I, at the very least I was doing better than him, gave me a twisted sort of comfort that no amount of money can buy.  

Me: 1    Ex-crush: 0 

And with that sentiment I walked away at the end of the game.* 

Set, Match.

--G.R.

OUTFIT(S) OF THE DAY:

P.s, I also realize after re-reading this that
I may not be over him, maybe I am?
Only time will tell.  

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CREDIT: Ever-after High Team.